伤与忙

伤
前天答应了朋友打球却放飞机，感到有点不好意思，所以今天一上完课就跑去球场打球，可惜岁月不饶人，才开始不久就气喘如牛，可能还喘过某某人睡觉打呼，呵呵。本来是打得很开心但我屡次受伤中断比赛，感到不好意思，haih,对不起了大家。

To发瘟的发瘟婆：发瘟啦，手指差点被弄断，咒你没有冰淇淋吃就知道。

忙
还以为赶完LI的事能休息，哪知道佛学和orchestra却令到我忙透不过气来
难道我还是要唱我那首“我怀念的”！？

我怀念的

不停重复听我怀念的，烦着LI的事情。虽然歌令我失去烦恼，但也令我想不到信的内容。。。

昨天还在吃阿清姐的云吞面，还在阿杰家看他和弟仔打DOTA，还在听阿姐和老豆叮咛，还在家用热水器冲凉，还躺着沙发看我姐打扫家。。。。。。
现在我要吃马来餐，自己洗衣，自己打扫，冲冷水，自己看自己打DOTA,听孙燕姿唱歌，还要上课。。。
你说。。。只隔一天但有那么大的转变 。。。此刻只想大声唱

我怀念的
是睡到下午
我怀念的
是不做家务
我怀念的
是被骂以后还是想要堕落的冲动

不说了 不说了

要写我的personal characteristic了
又不能写得太耀
又要想training objective
可恶

my holiday

damn boring

at last can online liao

but still that boring

this few day everyday go outside to wet

but my wallet getting thinner and thinner

cant continue like that

need to find a work

but no one wan to hire me

because jelous of my handsome face

why??????????????

乡

今天就要回去了，回去我本来的地方。其实我不像好多人都期待着回家，对我来说回不回都一样。至少有朋友是等待我的归来，谢谢你们，如果不是你们，我想我也想不到有什么理由回去。虽然这样说好像对不起我的家人。。。哈哈

凉爽的竹林，没了
清澈的小溪，没了
古风的木桥，没了

取而代之的是

荆棘的草丛
污染的河流
以及被一层层的青苔遍布的石桥

安抚我孤独的避风港没了
封印我焦虑的避风港没了

那时的清风我还触碰得到吗？
那时的安宁我还寻找得到吗？
那时的沉静我还感觉得到吗？
那时的声音我还听得到吗

我不知道

海浪的声音
比不上小溪柔柔的水声

海边的狂风
比不上竹林轻轻的清风

海上的涩味
比不上草原淡淡的草香

海水的蓝色
比不上树林翡翠的青色

这种听觉
这种触觉
这种嗅觉
这种视觉

我还能感觉得到吗？

茂密的树林挺立在岸边
形成一道坚固的木结界
保护着优柔的小溪
却还能看见阳光一丝丝的美

我喜欢海
但比不上陪我度过童年的乡

看来我应该起程
寻找我的新天地

especially for Wee Yong Chiu

especially for Wee Yong Chiu....hehehehehehehehe

buzy -18/1/2007

buzy buzy and buzy......
this few days the internet line become more smooth liao...the life without internet quite suffer, cant suft information 4 my assignment, more than that cant chat with frens....long time din update my blog.....why leh? i think no answer other that lazy...hehehehehe

i just discover few good song leh....hope u all also will like it lo...nw i only listen this song only...haih...hav to say good bye to my old song-ai diu li ady....
the song mostly are sing by wu bai and power station lo
挪威的森林
有多少爱可以重来
浪人情歌
晚风
镇守爱情
冲动
忠孝东路走九遍
无情的情书
假面的告白
the song that i prefer is 挪威的森林, 有多少爱可以重来, 浪人情歌, 晚风, and 无情的情书
mmmmm 冲动 also not bad la but i dont like its mv.....

after i come terengganu many things happen if have to list out i think 1 day although in toilet read my blog then u can finish it...to dont wan ur shit just like goat 1 o( or like ferrero roche if u eat peanuts the day b4) so mayb next time lo huhuhuhu

during the 1 month holiday i gt 3 frens merry ady...1 of them is my best fren, remember last time we study in the same primaly and secondaly school but nw she already merry liao...only can this world everyday are changing......the story is nt end...last few days a news suprise me again....my another best fren also wan merry liao......haih...i receive many same sms from different ppl that...all tell and ask the same things...the funny thing is when i imaging she are going merry i cant stop laughing la.......hahhahahaha before that we whole geng sing karaok together, then we go seremban, the girls looking 4 liang zai n boys looking 4 leng lui...discuss which 1 is the more leng lui or leng zai. but nw i think cant ady...coz......who will bring along their baby go c leng zai leh...u wan i also dont wan la.......huhuhu

during tat 1 month holiday can say more than 50% are used to play digimon game....but still not finish it....di zai, if u delete it i will kill u......enery nite go out yam cha with frens then go play bowling, ping pong, basketball...bla bla bla.....cant remember ady..ohhh 1 things my fightingfish breed ady.....hahaha nw i gt many cucu liao.....huhuhu............the last week 4 my holiday is the most bz 1...still remember eat steak at hawaii i gt double steak leh...mmmmm...huhuhu....

buzy buzy buzy

have to go duty liao
feed the ikan keli

tata

my 1 week holiday-2/11/2006

just finish 1 paper ...gt 3 more to go...boring. last week is my holiday,at last i can rest during this holiday after bz 4 the whole sem...i reach my home about 7am after 8 hours sit on the bus from Terengganu to seremban n 30 minutes to Chembong...my neck is pain like hell unlike some ppl take flight...sooo comfortable.haih...after 2 hours waiting for my sister n my father prepare themself(cant tahan them so mo) we went seremban mingkok restaurant having our breakfast...emmmmmmm .then we go PD to "eat some wind" huhuhuhuhu.nothing special,just make my own MV there(ai diu li sim kia kia...)using my digicam...dont know why sky on my hometown many cat n dog like to pee there,make me cant go out...feel sucks...2 days i stay in house read comics.one nite my fren qian wen call me me to go out yam cha but then cancel liao cause no 1 wan to go out execpt me n yam cha only 2 ppl very strange...others all bz..from the phone i know her quite sad...next day i call her out but she said nw she at KL ady.nw i know why she so anxious to call us out. hand phone ringing.........my fren call me out having breakfast at rembau...i go fetch choong loo, arrive there i c sunlerk,min, qiu qi, khee chieng ,sze ru alredy there..ei?where is kheng...hohohoho we 4gt her liao, we all thought she will b here (cause this is her family restaurant)...sorry ar kheng...same day at nite ...i suggest go minn's house "open table" at 9...i wan to go with lerk so i go his shop 1st at 8.30pm...press the door bell no1 answer then i call his phone also no1 answer,i thought he coming back from seremban so i wait him.nw is about 9.30...cats and dog still peeing...i cant wait him about 1 hour ady,when i stand wan to go back suddenly lerk call me...i ask him where r u...he said"in the shop la".....WALAO...he dint the door bell n the phone cause tat time he bathing and silence his phone...haih...wat to say...

i gt 4 frens birthday on 26 oct...hui, girl, choong qi n my fren's boyfren(4get his name liao)tat nite i celebrate at choong qi house ...the funny thing is the wish he wished is play game can defeat Di ZAI(his game opponent)hehehe...

1 day b4 i go back terengganu i work at seaview restaurant PD...at 1st i quite oory cause work at the new place but after i go there i saw the same ppl when i work at rainbow palance(nw bankrap ady) last time...fiuh...they all quite nice 1...if i dont know i think i had been scold by them ady...not many things to do,just clean up the chcken and fish,help them take the food to waiter,or clean the sirip yu...at nite a bit bz cause tat day gt 70++ tables to serve...althought i work 1 day only but i gt RM80 for tis part time work...hehehehe.the stupid thing is at the same nite we gt a saman...haih.at the morning we fix the motor light ady but at nite when the policeman stop us and ask 4 the motor light, the light cant swith on...i say man...hit by the red boom...after tat 2 bastard policeman go away we start our motor's engine......the light turn on.........we so thanks to u la MOTOR honda c70 no.2905...i know u old ady but dont play-play with us at tis time ma...why i always kena saman at PD ...last time also like...haih...

i receive a red boom from my fren kang ru during tis holiday...normally ppl afraid to receive tis red boom but i different ...i cant wait to receive it cause this is the first time i attend to my fren wedding...hope u live a blissful life 4rever with ur guy...